Someone suggested that I should include a suggestive, not too revealing picture at the top of each post. I wonder if this is what he meant but we'll try this one for now...It is from a few weeks ago but he just sent them to me at the end of last week so it sort of fits in the time frame...
He loves putting his head down my throat when I swallow him whole...
Yes, all of it ;)
Today is Tuesday, the day I am supposed to be fabulously busy having an amazing day but instead it's become a good opportunity to catch up since the last blog and write about how the best laid plans fall through... :-/
Last I was at the end of Thursday night. Friday I had had big plans all week to finally fulfill a long time fantasy. I've tried to do it in the past but it's never worked out. Finally! Finally I had two very cool, good looking guys I liked and was completely into who were fully bi. It is sooooo hard to find groups of people that work together personality wise, attraction, having shared interests and then the timing around crazy NYC schedules on top of it! I've had quite a few misses. Of the guys I would be interested in, most of the guys were curious, wanting to do it for the first time and most guys who had experience were only oral. The guys I had plans to see Friday were two friends, one bi, one "straight" who have done things together before. I was finally going to fulfill my fantasy of being with two bi guys having sex! For the longest time I have wanted to blow a cock while another cock slips into his ass. I've fantasized a lot about how his dick would quiver in my mouth when it went in and what it would be like when he came, how hard he would cum, how amazing he must feel. When I am having sex I have all sorts of crazy thoughts run through my head about DP, the guy in my ass sandwiched between another guy fucking him from behind and another in front of me in my mouth...
Alas, not all dreams come true. I was let down yet again, one of them got stuck with meetings all day he could not get out of and our rendezvous had to be cancelled.
I had plans to see the new Doctor that night and felt certain he would not be able to satisfy the burning rage that was left in the wake of my foregone fantasy. I made a hasty search for the nastiest thing I could find for the afternoon on CL. Honestly there's nothing too crazy you could do. Short of what is truly too crazy, in reality most guys are not comfortable having sex with a stranger without getting to know her first (or have a drunken context that makes it suitable) and for more than vanilla it usually takes some time getting familiar and comfortable with each other to get there.
At any rate I got in contact with two guys. One was very sexy and would have been absolutely perfect! Unfortunately we had hosting issues and had nowhere to meet. Tremendous shame because he would have been exactly what I needed! Instead I had to settle for the businessman in town with a hotel room. He had no picture but reassured me he was very attractive. When we met in the lobby I disagreed with his evaluation completely. He was tall, big, not completely overweight but very big, with a fat, round face and a big, ugly, bulbous nose.
I was not into it. But I am not a mean girl so I wasn't going to just walk off on him. We got drinks and he wanted to take them upstairs. I hadn't had the time to nicely leave yet so I went with him up to his room, we talked and had the wine. I let him know he wasn't as attractive as I had hoped and that I wasn't interested. He did have the deftness to gently push me without being too much that I'd reject him. Very tenuous and finely done by him I think considering I was all geared for walking out. He eventually positioned himself behind me, out of my sight, only feeling his large presence behind me. Bent over on the bed I played with myself while he fucked be from behind until I came. We said our awkward goodbyes and I left.
Dinner with the Doctor at China Grill was delicious! And the company was as excellent as our last dinner. We took a cab back to his house in Brooklyn. Sex was a bit drunken and tired by that point but wonderful nonetheless. That man does have a beautiful, perfectly shaped, deliciously hard cock. And for around 50 years old he has a better body than most 20 year olds. He is still talking about getting me an appartment and that he wants to take care of me and knows that I will always have a lot of sex with other men but he doesn't care. I have really never met anyone like him.
I left in the morning and had a jam packed weekend doing stuff with friends and other normal, public life things. I stayed over at Blue Dog's apartment on Sunday. I also am back on cycle again, waiting for that to clear up. So that's one.
Then it all just fell through. Today the guy who had wanted to watch from last week was going to get a hotel room for a meeting. He was going to get the room and we'd meet but he was giving me the room to use and if possible, he wanted to watch me with someone. He sent me an email yesterday that something had come up and he had to leave town for the week. He wanted me to keep the room and go ahead with plans but between the back and forth via emails... and then the next biggest factor fell through as well. The babyfaced male slut from last week also wasn't going to be able to make it. He had been the first person I thought of for the watcher, we had quite the plans in mind. He was going to try to bring a friend of his as well for a MWM and DP to watch, and the watcher would probably have joined us as well.
With all that it just wasn't meant to be. When I was planning it I had gotten very excited about what I could do, could I make it one amazing day of endless sex?! Once it fell through I spent yesterday making cancellations. First the hotel. Then I cancelled the one guy from Westchester who emails me practically every day that he wants to get together. He didn't want to be watched and asked to be first so he was supposed to come after I checked in. We would have had a few hours to play before the watcher was going to come by. I wanted to have some alone time with him before the Male Slut came, either with his friend or by himself with his friend maybe showing up later. The first guy from Westchester said he might stay as well, depending on how he felt. The watcher was originally going to need to leave by 7 and there was another guy who has been very much wanting to meet but was not interested in a multiples situation. After he left I was going to end the night with a guy I have been chatting with about a group situation. We hadn't decided yet if he would come alone or with a few friends. We were looking forward to meeting and warming up for a bigger event next time.
But now I am here. Nothing to do except maybe my laundry. Now all I want today is a nice, hard cock in my mouth but I won't seem to even get that....
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