No Ice Cream, Male Escort, Super Star, roomies... & one helluva busy weekend

As was written in the last blog, unfortunately my "friend" from the ice cream store got stuck at a meeting and couldn't come by last Thursday. In the afternoon I went over to the UES to meet with a male escort who had contacted me. He was a baby faced 23yo, with a baby fat shape. It wasn't hard to imagine he'd do well with some of the "daddies". He said he was only a hobbyist but he had a website on an escort website, he talked about his "clients", and the apartment we were at was where he "worked out of" but lived in Brooklyn. Ultimately he was far more involved and much more mercenary than I cared to be.

But that wasn't his only interest in having me over. He said he loves sex and with women, I would not have any reason to dispute it. (Though I thought I detected the faintest undercurrent of a sad, tiredness of being pawed at by unattractive old men). After a very short introductory conversation, sitting in front of me he flipped the bottom of my skirt up above my panties and very soon had moved that out of the way as well. Going to the bed, the boy was as if starving for pussy. I let him eat to his heart's content and he was reasonably good, but in his exuberance he had me backed into an uncomfortable corner that did not do well for concentration. When he'd had his fill I did him a short return of the favor, which was a little interesting... lol. Him being a male escort it was a bit more of a weighted opinion when he critiqued my bj, commenting that people usually can't blow well so deep... Guys do appreciate the tonguemanship... heheh.

Otherwise, the visit wasn't particularly significant. We had sex. I don't know if or how many times or how hard or soft I came. He asked a few times about meeting up again this week. I went home...

Later that evening I went to a bar in Times Square to meet a new potential roommate. Another Long Islander who needs a place in the city. I said I'd tease him that he's a guido, lol, but he's really not. He's got a thin veneer of Long Islander exterior, and there's no mistaking a blue-collar background, but instantly apartment was a complex, unique, very intelligent individual at the core of it all. Good looking slightly older guy, not properly "educated" but a lot less ignorant than most college graduates, an extremely interesting life (going from the smidge that I heard about), and most important super fun loving, happy, upbeat...

We had a really fun, easy going evening then came uptown to my apartment. The fun continued, sex was quite nice.. comfortable, fun with a first-time hint into naughtiness ;) Afterward he checked out my spare bedroom and looked at the logistics of moving things around to put in a bed. I liked that. It gave me a good feeling about where his head was at, his sincerity in finding a place in the city, his practicality in looking at making a living arrangement work...

The next day crunch day before a major to-do I had on Saturday, just about the entire day was spent preparing for the next day's event. Super Star had been texting me all week to come by when I was on my cycle and Friday had finally been the day we could get together. He lives kind of nearby, 2 stops on the subway and we would not be able to reschedule until later this week, otherwise. So I ran down there at 3 and we had our usual splendidly raunchy time. I got him to take some pictures though I think that he did not like the idea of my having him take pictures for another guy's enjoyment. He didn't take many and has not sent them to me. He also wanted to do video, which I didn't want. Anyway, we were having our fun and then in doggie he said he wanted to fuck my ass. We have done this more than a few times before. This was not new. He nudged the top of the head in... then out of nowhere he freaking rammed in! How far, I don't know before I screamed in horrific pain, kicking my heel into him and shoving him off.

I don't know what the hell he was thinking?! The last time we got together less than 2 weeks ago he had said he wanted to do as much and I explicitly said that was impossible. He would be the type who would take that as a personal challenge and need to do it anyway, not believing me about the magnitude of pain it would cause. After subduing my initial wave of rage, recovering from intense pain... I let him make up and let him off with severe warnings. We've been together for quite some time now and we always do have fun. He is generally respectful, I know he really didn't mean for it to hurt so much (and of course who wants a situation ending like that?! Really puts an ugly damper on things...), really he's just an idiot that way. I sucked him off, we had sex, I sucked him a little more and he finally came. Feeling particularly cuddly and sleepy, lazy boy as usual he kept urging me to stay "5 more minutes" and nap with him. He always wants me to stay longer. It always feels like a bit of a power play of his to get me to do things I say I can't or don't want to.

I had to get home to meet my new/old online friend for drinks on the UWS at the boat basin. I needed him to stay over to help me with my supplies in the morning. As always, he's a doll and I love him to death. We are still new friends though and it finally came out why though we've slept in the same bed many times he's never made any moves. He has not had sex for almost a year and a half since he got Herpes !!! Geez... Damn that f'n sucks. I really feel bad for the guy. It's funny how I knew from the first night that we would never have sex...

At the beginning of my giant event on Saturday (which was a huge success, thank you :-D ,) I got a call from a girl in town who I had been in correspondence with about the apartment. She needed temporary housing while she was in town for a month for a dance class. It was more than she wanted to spend but she hadn't planned her trip at all and called in the morning asking to stay for one week while she looked for another place. She arrived late that evening and I was pooped from the long day. I dunno, she's a hippie chick, vegan... I think she might be gay and now I have a naked woman walking around my apartment at night. But it's not as nice of a picture as you'd imagine. That girl is not touching me. And she needs to shave her mustache.

Recuperating from the previous day's event I was not looking to do much of anything Sunday. There was another guy who was interested in looking at the apartment was going to come by in the afternoon but ended up not being able to make it. After a solid day of recharging I was surprised in the evening by an email from someone I have not heard from in a good long time. An awesome guy I really like. It is unfortunate that he is less than 5' tall. He plays a lot of squash and is all bulky, muscular and he always LOVED my awesome full body, deep tissue, head to toe massages. He also travels possibly more than anyone else I know, he said he's been going to Asia all the time now. He has an apartment here and says he lives in NYC but also has a house and wife he's divorcing in Boston. And just for kicks, his wife is just now recovered from the cancer relapse she was going through when we last lost contact.

At any rate, it was really great seeing him again. He looked great and seemed almost like a whole new person from the person I used to know. I really felt like it was the first time I got to see a little of who he really is, that his load has lightened enough finally that he can show his personality now (that I didn't even know he had, lol. And I already like him! :) .)

At the door I got my big hug and kisses as usual, the ones you're embraced in unstated love and friendship. We talked and cuddled, had some tequilla, played and had sex. Afterward he was tired, it was late but I had not even given him his massage! He had called because his back was hurting from driving all day from Boston, I made him lie down so I could rub out his back for just a minute. Such a cutie ;)

But other than just being happy to see him again and seeing him so much happier than before, the thing that struck me about the night was how it's funny how sometimes when you don't see a friend in a long time, sometimes, when you really like that person after not seeing eachother for a while when you do see the person... I dunno.. you're reminded why you like that person, you have all the shared past... I know they say absence makes the heart grow fonder but that's not what I'm talking about, it's not about missing eachother per se. Sometimes, though, it's almost like because you didn't see eachother in a long time when you do find eachother again.. that you do is something in and of itself.. then it's kind of like the things you liked about that person and the times you shared together, like they mean more, so it's kind of as if because of not seeing eachother your friendship means more.

It wasn't just him. I've felt that before with other people but it was interesting to think about though....

Rushed to Blog

Someone is anxious for me to write the next blog though there is not as much to write as he would probably like... ;-p

After leaving yesterday I went to meet a guy I have been chatting with for the last 4 months. He has a place here but is mostly stationed in Florida and travels a lot for work. The funny thing is that when we were emailing to coordinate when/where we'd meet it wasn't until he said something about 'finally meeting' that I realized we had never met! It just felt like we already knew eachother and when he said that I thought about it and realized, huh.. nope, nothing in the memory banks. Wow, we've never met! lol.

His apartment is being renovated or something so he's staying in a hotel on the UWS. He was a little chubby but a total adorable cutie with a great personality. My age, younger by about half a year. He was a little nervous and although he had talked dirty online and certainly had a lot on his mind... reality was he has not had sex in a long time. He was kind of a hottie who didn't know it. He did not think of himself as a ladies man and so wasn't one but could get a lot more game if dared to.

At any rate, we had some beer and talked. I lied down on the bed and his interest was obviously focused on my backside. He started with rubbing and grabbing my ass, then spanking. He put his finger in my ass but I never like that, the nails and cuticles are always too scratchy. I was playing with him and when I put him in my mouth he enjoyed it every bit as much as expected. At first he tried to position himself to play with my ass at the same time but he had to move to get all the way down my throat. He had a very nice cock, short but stocky and rather nicely shaped. His kinky side wanted to give me a proper face fuck but his shy, nice side wouldn't let him let loose entirely, though he couldn't help himself from pulling my head down by my hair some, trying to stop himself from letting go all the way. He had not wanted to have sex this first time we were meeting but he couldn't resist the temptation to fuck my ass. I don't think he even got the head in before he came. (It does take some self control to get in there, it's pretty tight...) He still wanted me to cum and wanted me to play with my ass while masturbating, still on my knees in front of him in doggie. He pushed my finger in harder and added his thumb until I came. (A moderate large O but he was still taken back by it).

I went to the bathroom to clean up. When I came out he wanted me to go back in, following me with our beers and had me get in the shower. I turned the water on for him, just a little so it makes a little flow trickling down. He thought it would take him longer but I licked and sucked on his balls and the head of his cock and he started going in just a minute. He had held himself for 5 hours! Far too long... But he had wanted to do this so badly for so long.

Unfortunately it had been so long he had forgotten the initial CLE circumstances we had come across eachother under but it was fun nonetheless. It would be nice if everything gets worked out, we had a lot of fun and it would be nice to see him again.

I went home afterward to change and was supposed to meet another guy in midtown later but the fates were against me. He got stuck in traffic in the tunnel getting into the city and I ended up getting sleepy watching TV and went to bed early. I think he called just as I was falling asleep. We are talking about trying to meet up tonight.

Since the Last Summary

I've continued to be busy and then I had my monthly so it hasn't been very busy since the last post. I stayed over at my old/new online friends place a couple of nights. He does feel like an old friend and we have a great vibe with eachother. Apparently I am the only visitor he's had over to his place (it is a wreck of a mess!! lol). And he's a cutie too. We're close and sleep in the same bed, I think we kind of held hands in bed one night but he is oddly almost shy about making any moves. He's going to stay over Friday night to help me out in the morning carrying some things.

My cycle was finally ebbing yesterday and in perfect time too! My Lawyer had sent me a very horny text message the day before, his secretary would be out and he wanted me to come by. I was in his area just in time for the end of his meeting and I made a stop in to his office. First he pulled the top of my dress back, sucked on my nipples and murmured something about perfect tits. Then he wanted me to suck on him so I got on my knees like he likes with my skirt up so he can see my ass, sucking on his balls and gagging on his cock, looking up at him through teary eyes... He stood me up and turned me over his desk. He wanted to fuck my ass but he ended up cumming quickly (as usual) all over my ass.

When I left his office I went to have something to eat and sent a text message to a "friend" who works nearby. He said he could step out for a few so we met for ice cream on 2nd Ave & 40th. We talked and caught up with the latest going ons sitting at a table outside. Flirting with him as always, his stroking my leg got higher and higher until he was rubbing on my clit and then pulling my thong back, feeling how wet I was. We played with eachother for a while out there, at one point I pulled my tits out for a second for him to lick. He was getting chased by work and had been out much longer than he should have. We made plans for him to come by my apartment on his work break today. Unfortunately his meeting went badly and he wasn't able to come by today.

In the morning before seeing my Lawyer I got an email from an out-of-town *friend* saying that he's in town and wanted to see me. I went by for a few hours in the evening. We had a drink then went to his room. He's a total geek and he makes fun of it. He's fun, I like him. We played around for a bit, he licked me a little and I sucked him off and licked his ass, he talked about missing my mouth and he made me gag. He has a very nice, straight cock, long though could be a little thicker. I was on my knees doggie and he barely put it in before cumming but he managed to make me cum anyway. After a little rest he was hard again and we had a slightly longer second round. He came too quickly before he could fuck my ass like he likes to but it was still good and we came together. Short but still sweet.

Off for tonight's adventure... ;)

Weedend Summary

Was very busy this weekend with my "regular" life so there is little to report here. Thursday I met with someone but by now I can't for the life of me remember. He was from CLE I think. I am certain I had sex in the evening. Did I have anal sex?? I don't remember, I think maybe. Later in the evening I saw my "friend" from nearby, we had finally managed to get schedules together. After smoking a bowl we went up to his room and had a loooong bout of hard, passionate sex. He is absolutely delicious, 30yo give or take, lovely hard cock and endless stamina. That boy wore me out! I was literally weak-kneed walking home, lol.

Let's see... then there was the blur of a rediculously busy weekend. I did go out for an event with one of the rare guys I meet I could maybe think of seriously. Meaning that sex is the last thing in mind. At any rate I had previously grown skeptical about his family situation and the event with his friends, if anything only reinforced my suspicion that our "people" are from slightly different worlds.

Sunday I finally met a guy I've known online for years. We met off CLC ages ago, he's seen me naked but we've never met. We were going to and things drifted off the way they do. Then we came across eachother again in a travel group, through which he found out about a project I'm heading. Soooo, long story short he came out to the project party on Sunday and we finally got to meet! He's pretty cool and not what I thought he'd be like. There was another project event on Tuesday night that we both left and were involved in convo so I invited him to stay at my place. He slept over and we were maybe kind of snuggly and comfortable but not cuddly close, in eachother's arms or anything. He just slept over and I seem to have made a cool new friend.

Sunday night after the project party I stayed over at a *friend*s place. We had gotten together before and we really have a lot of fun together, great conversation and just enjoying the company. Of course we had great sex before and after bed. We did anal and he made me cum a few times, he lasted really long this time! We had dinner and coffee in the morning, it was really nice. I'll probably see him in another couple of weeks when his wife is out of town again.

I do believe that's it though.

Oh! And my roomie... He came by on Monday and I just was not happy about what it had become. His original intent for the apartment had become null and it just got too tasteless for me. I was not having it and he wasn't happy about not getting it so he (probably was threatening, trying to change my mind) suggested that it wouldn't make sense to keep the arrangement. I agreed and let him leave.

So that's it! Another busy weekend coming...

Hey man, it comes, it goes. It'll just be "boring" sometimes, that's how it goes...

Roomie, Super Star, Nerd, Young Adventurer, confusion cancellation

Missed a day. Got tied up yesterday, couldn't write. I'll go over what happened the day before yesterday and then get into yesterday.

I recently decided to take on a "roommate" of sorts to help cover some costs. I was thinking the typical roommate situation but this being NYC full of commuters another offer presented itself that works out even better. 40 yo married family guy who lives a 2 hour commute away out on Long Island and works almost withing sight of my apartment. For what is essentially my full rent he only wanted someplace to shower and nap during the day once or twice a week, staying over night only on occasion when working extra late. He was over on Tuesday for a few hours and we got to flirting, followed by some petting, followed by me giving him.. would you believe it, his first blowjob in years!! As the usual story goes, he loves his wife and family dearly but his poor wife is frigid and they share only the minimalist of physical affections. Such a shame too, a really sweet, gentlemanly, thoughtful and handsome guy, sexy and had a beautiful cock!

After my roomie left I saw that I had a text message from one of my regular *friend*s. His email handle is Super Star. It suits him well. Not that he is but that he'd like to be. Good looking guy a few years older than me with a very large and well shaped cock. The funny thing about him is his obsession with bodily fluids, or rather his near phobia. Last time, face down in a pillow there was the tiniest pinprick of a damp spot where my mouth was and so he doused it with water "so it won't stain". The guy Purell's his dick and has come to enjoy the burn!

His back was hurting so I gave him a massage first. Then of course he wanted me to suck on him and he had me gagging deeply on his very large and nearly perfectly shaped cock. He was raunchier than ever and gave me a solid pounding, as hard as he could, that bruised me for days!

From there I went downtown to meet this guy at Union Square. He had wanted to go directly to his apartment but I was hungry and wanted a margarita. Eastern European guy, 23 or so... just completely out of synch. Wake up guy! Keep up with me here...! After repeatedly saying I needed to get something to eat he continued to stand there looking lost and stupefied, confused about where to go. The winds suddenly started on a tear that you just know it's about to come down in droves on your head if you don't get inside ASAP. I make this observation a couple times, again repeatedly saying that I'd like to go eat. He stands there stupefied and now buffeted in the galing winds, almost crouching fearfully and looking pretty pathetic against the wind.

Finally I tell him flat out, I am Going Someplace to Eat. Where ever you want to go is fine but I am Going to Go Eat before it starts Pouring, as if speaking to a 7 year old. Stopping at the first pub I got my margarita and a burger. He had mozz sticks and Amstel Light. Poor kid had no clue. Complete nerd in all the most boring ways. He was an accountant, to begin with. He had no idea of anyplace to go out in his own neighborhood. He had nil social life and his social skills were about equally as adept, with the additional handicap of those Eastern Europeans who had little exposure to Western culture and almost seem weird for their lack of awareness of the most basic things (the basic shared memories that a community has that you identify with other members of your community by). The food couldn't have come fast enough. By the end of the meal my disdain was clearly evident.

While waiting for the food I had gone out to go smoke a cigarette. The young Nerd accompanied me (ever trying to still get "familiar" with me and not getting the obvious hints). Standing there the rain starts to come down, showering at first and growing into a sheet of water that passes again soon enough. Out pops someone from next door and lo and behold it is my dear well beloved friend and fellow perverted kink, come out from his yoga and movement studio to stand in the rain. The World's Best Hugger.

We met years ago off CL. Handsome, sexy cutie-p'tootie. We had sex once, I think the first time we met. We've discussed a couple of (alternative) situations here and there but never really felt to follow through. We remain ever closer friends though, free and comfortable and openly, acceptingly knowing about eachother's private taboos. He has a thing for trannies and what I can call nothing else but acrobatic sex. He's also the one who called to let me know he had seen my (xxx) picture on CL the time one crazy idiot posted without my knowing.
Coming across my fellow soulmate felt like a miraculous refreshment, an injection of a Real Person! into my otherwise vapid company. We embraced in a big bear hug and kissed hello in the rain. The nerd immediately disappeared back inside. Ouch for him but I am glad he saw how real living people are.

I popped into the studio after eating to say hey to WBHugger before heading to the train. We are always rather affectionate with eachother but he was in a rare mood! He told me he's found himself a girlfriend that he's been seeing for a few months now and I wonder if that's not the reason. With all his employees gawking out of the sides of their eyes he was uncommonly affectionate, holding me against him the entire time, flirting like I've never seen him. His leg between mine his cell phone in his pocket started ringing on vibrate against my clit and he playfully made teasing comments and rubbed the phone harder against me. After a short visit I said my goodbyes, right with the world again. Love that guy.

From there I started my way home, with a stop along the way to visit another young man on the Upper West Side. He had contacted me from CLE for anal sex and for more "adventure", later he mentioned having sex outside on his terrace. Early-mid 20s native New Yorker. Cutie with an unfortunate trace of a lisp. Despite his initial interest in "adventure" it was rather commonplace. He ate me out for a bit then soon went to get his condom without any reciprocation. He fucked me like a young man does, that is, not particularly well. When I was aroused enough I asked him if he wanted to do the anal but he said he had changed his mind, that it felt too good and he wanted to keep fucking me normal. I think I managed to get a small O out masturbating doggy style.

The following morning, first thing there's a text from my roomie that he's coming by later. Uh-oh! What did I start?! My new roomie's gonna want to come over a lot more now, boy! :-O OK, we'll have to address this. Warning given. It went over well enough, see how it goes. At any rate he was the reason I was too busy yesterday. He was having a slooooow day at work and with nothing else to do he was here for 5 hours, begging for my attention the entire time. I finally did give in at some point and joined him on the couch. Mostly he just wanted someone to talk to, to listen to him, to pet him. He played with me and wanted to see me cum so I masturbated for him and after a long effort finally came out with one of my Giant Os. He was of course taken aback and was kind of speechless. Guys do love to see a woman cum. More talk, more holding eachother. Mutual petting and then on top of him I licked his body and put his cock down my throat a few times. I got up and got my purse, turning back around and throwing a condom on his chest and kneeling back down over his legs, licking his balls and sucking his cock for another few dips while he opened the wrapper. Putting on the condom while I licked his thighs and balls... he pulled his cock back toward his body away from me. I sat up, huh? is he close and trying not to come? or... yep, he came in condom when he put it on. Is that not funny!?! Aw man. Poor guy. He ran away in embarrassment in minutes.

I had dinner plans in the evening with a best bud. Public me. We called another girlfriend to join us and the 3 of us had drinks sitting out in the plaza in Hell's Kitchen. I had arrangements to meet with a guy after on the UWS. Sometime during the night I got a text message asking about later that evening. I replied back that I'd send a text soon when I was done with drinks. Wrapping up our last drink I took a look at my phone and sheezus! The text message had been from a "friend" in Washington Heights. Now I had 2 text messages from 2 different guys expecting me to come by. I send a message to the Heights that I'm gonna be out late for drunken debauchery, tomorrow? Respond back to my original plans and he sends a text back that it's late, another time. I quickly wrote back to the Heights taking back my drunken debauchery, wanting to get together. Now he says it's too late and UWS is telling me to come by again. Giving up and damning them all to hell I jumped in a cab and went home. Mmmm, slept so nicely last night :)

This might be the last of me until after the weekend. I won't expect to have much to report in that time. Tomorrow I have an important formal matter to take care of in the morning. It's very possible I won't do much tonight to be 150% tomorrow morning. Saturday morning I am supposed to get up super early to go out of town on a hiking trip. After the hike I am supposed to go to a friend's party in Queens and on Sunday I'm hosting a small house get together. Sunday night I may be staying over at a *friend*s place for the night.

Nothing to share but an email thread...

For a number of different reasons I stayed in last night and so have no interesting exploits to report. In the absence of any events to write about I will instead copy over an email thread from the day with a *friend* of mine. He's away a lot for work and to train for his marathons so we don't see eachother often but we've been seeing eachother for years and we always have HOT sex. We are pretty hardcore raunchy and we've been that way from day one, it's only gotten raunchier. You will have to understand we have known eachother a long time, have gone a lot of places together and can be totally raw and open with eachother. It might be a little hard to follow at times, there were overlapping emails and multiple conversations going on at times. If something doesn't match up to the last thing said it's probably in response to the one before it.

It starts out with him unknowingly responding to a post of mine on CLE:

Marathon: Hi. Read your post. Cool, creative, age appropriate entrepreneur and endurance athlete. 5' 11" 162 lbs. Blue eyes. Big hands. Take this further?

>> Which is funny because this is his stock standard reply, Never changes, lol.

Nymph: you've NEVER offered to give me an allowance baby

methinks you don't luv me anymore... :-p

M: you never asked baby ;) and, your such a bad girl! i would give you anything!

can i see you before i head back to ca on the 17th?

big kiss,

N: i wish you would baby...

M: tell me when baby?

N: NOW!!!
lol
i've been waiting too long for you baby...

N: would you really pay me baby? wow that would be so fucking hot baby & call me your dirty whore
luv you baby

M: i'd love to fuck you like a whore and pay you ... that would be fun. and you ass will be mine, okay ;)

M: i want it so bad ... i need your mouth baby ;) what about tomorrow, wed, thurs, fri?

N: you tell me baby. i want you sooooo bad!

N: will you take pictures for me baby? i want hot pictures of you fucking all my holes ;-D

N: aw baby nobody fucks me like you do....!!!

M: omg, your making my cock so hard for you ... yes!

N: damn, i wish you weren't away so much. it would be so hot if you pimped me out & shared me....

M: baby, you're so horny aren't you? i want to fuck you bad! my schedule is pretty open ...

M: your my favorite slut baby ... that's why you get it so good!

N: yeah, i've been super horny non stop lately! i want to get fucked so bad alllll the time!

M: i want to be your pimp baby. i need to see you get fucked and suck cock, pussy and ass ... and take pictures ;)

M: yeah, you want to fuck tomorrow or wednesday baby?

do you have a gf?

M: did you have getting fucked the other night?

N: tomorrow!

N: probably. i've been fucking a lot baby. i love it!!

M: okay, time?

M: tell me who you've been fucking baby? boys? girls? anal? dp? tell me what your doing baby? i may have to punish you for being such a hot cum slut!

N: boys. lotsa lotsa boys! still want my DP tho.
i've been convinced to start a blog. do you want the addy?

M: yeah send it ... where do you want my cock baby?

M: lots of hot cock and cum for my baby ;)

N: Everywhere!
see baby, if there were more who could fuck me like you i wouldn't be in such a bad fix! ;)

N: aw baby you make me crazy! you get me sooooooo horny baby & make me think of all sorts of nasty things!

M: tell me something nasty that we haven't done but that you want to do?

M: i am going to check this out but its gonna make me so horny ...

N: it would be so hot to get a hotel room & you bring lots of guys to share me with & make me fuck them. oh wow it would be so hot if you pimped me while you did it. (i got pimped out the other night --cLee in the blog, i haven't been able to stop thinking about it since. so hot!)

N: i stil want to do DP with you so bad. & i want to suck you off when you cum with a dick up your ass. man that would be so fucking hot

M: i want to do dp with you too ... i'd love to cum in your mouth while i am taking a cock in my ass ... and then that second dick goes right into your mouth as well ... i think about that all the time ...
anything else?

M: are you gonna get fucked tonight baby? and if so, by who?

i love the idea of pimping you out baby. you got my cock dripping with precum again ...

N: did you get to experiment with your bi curiosity yet without me baby. aw man, what have i missed out on lover?!

the 2nd one's only going in after take off condom he was using...! :-p

mostly just you tieing me up, telling me what to do, sharing me...

M: your soooo hot baby ... you haven't missed out on anything ... i am still a virgin. maybe you could fuck me ;)

N: i think i found someone to fuck my ass tonight. businessman staying in hotel.

i love getting fucked over & over again by different guys. i love when i've just had sex & i go to another guy's place & he fucks my dirty wet pussy. i love when you used to cum up my ass. i really wanted that guy who wanted to eat another guy's creampie out of me (but i don't think we're fucking anymore)

there are these 2 guys i see once in a while. one's from boston & stays w/ his friend when he's in town. first i suck & fuck one & then i go to the apt next door & suck & fuck the next one. they always have friends over when i get there & know that they are paying me. maybe next time i'll let them in on it... ;)

N: you want me to put a dildo in you & show you how good it feels? yeah but i still want another bi guy.. so hot!

N: did you read the blog yet? or saving for a safer time... ;-p

M: i want to cum deep in your ass baby ... i am jealous your getting fucked tonight ... ;(

M: i thought about about ... but its more fun using you as my fuck toy ...
well do the bi thing. a 4x bi thing would be fucking perfect ...

N: baby you're the only one i let cum in my ass. i fucking loved it when you did!

M: no, i just read, no consumed it ... i added you to my blog reader. i am going to give you want you need ;)

N: k, we'll find a bi cpl

M: thank you princess ... i can't wait to fill your fucking hot ass with my cum again ...

M: and let's make certain we get pictures of all the action ... including the cream pie afterwards ;)

N: :)

think people will read it? i don't know anything about blogging. how would someone even find it? or how do you know if ppl read it? i found some sex sites to post the blog link on.

what is it that i need baby?

N: yes!!!

N: damn baby i can feel your cum in my ass. you got me so fucking wet for your hard cock!

M: baby, i will help you with your blog ... we can start a little porno empire together ;)

what you need is the total package. the mind body connection. that sensitive balance of dominance and sensuality. of nasty, dirty sucking and fucking wrapped up in a fantasy the mere existence of which makes you squirm in wet anticipation ...

what do you think?

N: you know me so well baby

lol, so you're looking to be porno king? well baby, i am a little camera shy. i only share with friends ;)

M: i am not looking to be anything but a hot fuck for your pleasure baby ...

N: that you are!!! :-D

who else has been taking care of my baby while he's been away for so long? tell me there's no one like me baby ;)

M: i will tell you all about my west coast exploits when i see you baby ...

and, there is no one like you .. ;)

your completely unique in my world

N: xoxoxo
you too baby, you too!!!

M: i love baby that we met and connected like we did and that we still love hanging out so much ... the time with you adds a dimension that makes this so interesting ... in spite of my admission that i love the act of removing some ones panties for the first time, your really very special ... let's remove some panties together so we both have the thrill of the first time over and over again ;)

N: ahh, so you like new sex with new girls. is that why it takes so long for you to come back to me again? i understand baby

what do you mean time adds a dimension that makes this so interesting? what's interesting?

i do love you baby. i love the amazing connection we have. it is always amazing every time with you. & we have been together for a really long time now it's totally like you're always a part of me in a way. well i always have you in the back of my mind anyway ;)

M: baby, i love taking off their little panties, feeding them my cock, eating there little pussies and asses for the first time, yes. but, that's not it takes me so long to come back to you ...

i've been saving the story until we meet. in october, <...> i'll fill you in when we next meet. its nothing to do with you princess ...

time is deep. the fact the we've been connected over time adds to the dimension of soul to our relationship. its more than just your hot little mouth, pussy and ass baby. its the deepening of our the mind body connection baby. capiche?

you're a sweetheart, baby ...

Thong Never Left the Purse: the Stranger, a nice cock & Dud

In a state of raging horniness the other day I had responded to a CL Casuals post. The guy said he preferred sex with strangers and included a picture with a nice cock and body. A cute 28yo Indie, rocker, musician guy down in the East Village. He was a cutie & sexy & an amazing kisser! I arrived wearing a simple sheer, flowey summer dress & nothing under. We chatted on the couch for a minute and then moved to his bed. Lieing on top of me between my legs he was a passionate kisser with full, soft lips. I pushed him off of me to put his cock in my mouth, taking in his full length, lips pushing against his balls, wow you're deep he said after I gagged. He asked to go ahead to the condom, saying that he usually did not like foreplay. He said he'll skip oral but only in this case it was so good...

Sex, however, was not what it could have been. He had yet to learn his moves. Actually, he didn't move overly much at all. The passion was great, he pulled my hair for a sec and bit my neck... but the lower region need more activity. He came. I did not. We talked momentarily about another time and about maintaining anonymity. He reiterated the point about not liking oral but it was so good. I left to see if a bf nearby was around.

Cute, sexy, great kisser... I don't know if I will want to see him again. Hmm, could be worth it to try to coax some new moves out... But the boy clearly has some intimacy issues. Preference for sex with strangers, not getting to know his partner, doesn't like talking or oral sex... But sensitive and intuitive (intuition is a form of unspoken communication in a way I guess), the passionate, intimate kissing... My guess is the extreme sensitivity that is so equally vulnerable to profoundly being hurt has yet to find a way out safely. In due time...

I couldn't get in touch with my *friend* but I was hungry so went to get something to eat. (While sitting at the bar eating dinner I could feel the sexual tension coming from a couple sitting behind me, ordering their drinks next to me at the bar and making conversation here and there... Not quite my type though.) I was meeting someone later who had contacted me off CLE a while back and lived nearby. Kind of a wacky, eccentric guy, kinda spacey but open hearted and very authentic. We mostly talked for a long while. He had a great loft space right on the Hudson and we sat outside on his terrace having vodka and smoking cigarettes. He did most of the talking. A little scattered and very heartfelt but other than when he was asking me questions, he was not a listener. When I commented back on what he said he mostly interrupted and continued talking about whatever he wanted.

In the end it became apparent that yes, he's a very sexual person, is social and outgoing, meets people easily and knows a lot of people in a lot of places, but truly the guy is lonely. He's a lost good heart -- he's a really good, open, loving, authentic person but he's "in with the wrong crowd." He hasn't figured out yet how to make the distinction between cool good people and true good people. The thing he wanted most was a friend he can talk to and who understands him. He said he recently broke up with his gf. He strikes me as someone who would latch onto that person entirely, singularly the one solace. That's never going to work. He needs to learn how to find true good people around him or it's a lonely world of ugly, insincere people for someone like him who can feel the difference.

Ultimately he was awkward with the "situation" and really his erotic interests were secondary to his companionship needs. After a time he asked me if I'd like to see his dick. It was, I have to say, a very nice one. Excellent size, shape... I sucked him off for a huge load in my mouth. For such a frazzled, almost sloppy looking guy I was mildly surprised to find he smelled delicious and had impeccable hygiene. Alas, I left in my cab with only a tease of a beautiful cock :-(

Feeling a little frustrated after the day's exploits I sent a text message to a guy from CLE who wanted me to come by. Big, tall, beefy 28yo on the Upper West Side along my way home. I am a pretty tall girl and though slim, fit not frail. I do have a thing for a particular type of long, lean and lanky (the Indie Stranger) but skinny guys are usually a turn off. I do prefer a more manly sort of man, even a little more chubby, beefy can sometimes be sexy.

He had gained some pounds since taking the picture he had sent me. But he did pick me up nicely. (Sooo nice when a big bear of a guy lifts you up, moving you where he wants you to go... :-D !!!) Unfortunately that may have been the extent of his plus side. Aside from an unnoteworthy cock he simply had no p'zaz man. And he refused to let me get in a position that would have the least bit of a chance for me to try to get a little pleasure out of it. It was about as stimulating as I imagine screwing a side of beef would be. If I was a mean girl I would have walked out on him on more than a few occasions. He thankfull finally came and I went home, steamed and frustrated.

One really nice cock but over all a pretty shitty night indeed. Though I did wake up this morning with dried cum on my shoulder ;-p

The thong never did make it out of my purse.

Introductions, Explantions & Vol.1: last night, the Dr. & cheap Lee

Greetings. I can't say I know how this will go. I don't read other people's blogs so I am unsure about how to approach this but as with most things, I'll go ahead & give it my best shot.


This blog is a result of many, many requests to document my (sex) life. I don't share my deepest & highly illicit secrets with many people but many have lived vicariously through me. I have been strongly encouraged to blog, that others would be greatly interested, that my life is rather extraordinary & that other people should know people like me exist. (Although I suspect I am currently being asked to do this so that someone *special* can check up on me... ;-p )


I guess if someone comes across this blog you might be inclined to think it's a farce. Well, if I can actually commit myself to doing this regularly maybe you can see if you can catch me telling different tales on different days. Although I used to be a damned good liar as a teenager, I prefer to live my life on my own terms nowadays & have no reason to be anything other than honest. Besides, I don't think anyone could make this up...


I'm sure that if I do end up doing this my stories will necessarily be peppered with glimpses into my colorful past to provide grounding for what is going on now, but mainly this will just be a documentation of future day-to-day.


For starters...

Last night I had arranged to meet a man off of Craigslist Erotics for public misbehavior. He was into exhibitionism & especially interested in getting a bj on a dark side street while other women were passing by, reveiling his cock, the bj, & the woman giving him the bj as well.


The night began badly when the idiot got severly lost & spent more than an hour driving in circles all over Manhattan & beyond! You should know, I have little patience with stupid men. After finally arriving to the rendezvous point we drove down to the Meatpacking district where we had planned to go. However, my precondition for the public play was that he was attractive, age appropriate, etc. for me to be comfortable with it. He reassured me & sent me attractive body shots but upon meeting... He continued to kill me with his bad driving skills & was incapable of both driving & having a conversation so despite my repeated politenesses he numknuckled ahead into making for an equally awkward separation.


His choice of venue was entirely inappropriate. On the hot summer Saturday night all the 20 somethings were out in full force. The streets were packed & he wanted to go way further in his exhibitionism than I would ever. & especially not with him. He then admitted to being a perv. And not said lightly. A true perv. He showed me a flashlight he uses to look up women's skirts & when I jokingly made a comment about not using mirrors on his shoes he in all seriousness replied that he had not thought of that.


At the end, looking into his eyes it was clear he was far away in some mindless state of compulsion. It was by then beyond the breaking point. He had come too far, too close in his semi-delusional expectations. As a woman I know you cannot leave a man full of cum. I don't have the heart to do that to a guy. In his case, looking back on it I wonder if I had not defused a ticking time bomb ready to go off on some poor, unsuspecting innocent young girl (of the type he was clearly interested in). Upon the terms of going to a much more discrete location I helped him to help himself get off, he grabbed & revealed the bottom of my ass while a couple people passed by. He gave me some cab money for my troubles & we went our separate ways. Between parking the car & leaving was maybe not even 20 minutes.


So that is probably a dreadful start to my blog, one of the worst of the worst. But maybe that's a good start too. This is the reality of it, for better, for worse.


But the evening does get much better. While driving into Meatpacking I got a text back from a guy I texted earlier in the day about getting together. I had not heard from him in a while. As it turns out, he's found himself a hot 24 yo French girl. & he's a little cheap. He's mostly a really cool guy but there is just the slightest streak of dishonesty or assholeishness or something in him. But I was particularly horny in the morning & urging for sex so I sent him a text.


When I left the Exhibitionist I considered sex across town with a sexy guy I recently came across but didn't feel so adventuresome after the night's start so I sent cheap Lee a text about going by his place. When I arrived he told me he had made a post for us for another guy, to help me out he says. He did the same the last time I saw him but the topic quickly passed & nothing became of it. I had mentioned in one of the text messages that I wanted to have anal sex & he had included that in the post that. The guy he was showing me was a good looking early 40s doctor. Cheap Lee knew he was being conniving so he wasn't pushing the matter but I was quite interested despite him. I would love just that sort of thing!


The Dr. arrived & quickly established his command over the situation in a very considerate, quiet, sensitive manner. He checked me out quite thoroughly, had me turn around in front of him, felt my legs & appreciated that I was very fit, show him a little more he said. Wearing 2 little sheer white strappy baby doll tank tops over another I took off the outer layer revealing the lingerie top underneath, he put out a hand to hold the underlayer down while I took off the first. I unbuckled my belt (on my short jeans mini) & he stopped me, continuing on himself. I had an exhibitionist evening after all, he was definitely interested in showing me to cLee& later, making sure he was seen to the best vantage points as well.


He told me to get on all fours to show cLee my pussy from his seat on the couch. They discussed how nice it is, how amazingly wet & tight, great ass... Then he got in front of me & I started blowing him. We then moved to the bedroom, the Dr. suggesting to cLee where to sit for the best view. Laying on my back he wanted to see me & played with me for a bit. He very quickly moved straight to the matter at hand though. Wanting to be seen as much as he wanted to be seen he kept me on my back, applying lube & slowly, very gently, sensitively slid in. It was excellent anal sex, he drove himself in deep & hard, we went on for a lovely length of time until he was on the verge & needed to pull out. I continued masturbating & free to go I came loud & hard. (As I do, but men are always amazed by how hard I cum). He took off his condom & I sucked him off until he came in my mouth for cLee to see.


The night ended up very nicely indeed. Maybe not as interesting to some as being picked up off the street in the rain in Queens but I had fun!


P.S. I really did try to get you the pics you keep asking for! I made many suggestions darling but I can only push so hard without getting weird about it. Shame too, cLee had all the perfect opportunities with the Dr. making sure it was a good show & I have no doubt the Dr. would have liked exhibiting for photos... Sorry luvie. But guess what, I wrote you a blog! xoxo ;)