Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Did I Step In Something...?

Was my moon sign over Venus or something? Did I find a four-leaf clover or a penny I didn't know about?


Well actually it didn't feel so lucky starting out. As I wrote in the last post, I was supposed to be seeing my yummy little cutie friend downtown again. The one we instantly adored each other when we met, so much so that I thought I wouldn't see him again after he started having issues with the generosity thing the next evening. If you'll remember, I thought he was too confused, that he liked me more than he knew what to do with outside of the typical girlfriend context and I didn't think he'd be able to resolve his conflicts and would disappear. I was ecstatic to be wrong. I was kind of surprised but very happy when I heard from him a few days later.


I was supposed to go down to his place Friday evening around 7. We had chatted earlier in the day and he was supposed to email me when got home for me to come down. Time passed and I didn't hear from him, no response to the email I sent him... Dammit! Grrrrr. Hours later I got a few semi-frantic emails that he'd fallen asleep and would I still come over. Goofball was quite upset with himself. My ass was firmly attached to the couch by that time however, there was little to no chance I was leaving my bad TV that night.


He was going to be out of town Sunday, I had dinner plans in the evening, we only had time to meet Saturday afternoon. When I got to his place he was still kicking himself in the ass about the previous night, apparently he had wanted to go out to dinner and out for the night and have me stay overnight. Mmm, that would have been very nice. Too bad about that but our afternoon was excellent. He was every bit as adorable as the last time, cute, sweet, funny, just the right kinda goofy that makes him even cuter, and constantly keeps me laughing. (He says that's one of the things he likes about me is that I make him funny, lol).


Not long after I arrived he was supposed to be going to the kitchen to make me a drink but we were on the couch and I guess I was distracting him, heheh. He managed to stand up to go to the kitchen before the drink got completely forgotten. Bending over he scooped me up off the couch, telling me to hold on, picking me up and carrying me over to the bed. I love when he does that! The first one was short but good and hard. He was completely exhausted and wiped out afterward! Seriously. Like on the verge of heart attack might not have been such a big exaggeration. Wow, we really exerted ourselves on that one! Lol.


He is kind of funny, he has a total thing for my ass but is not into anal. I guess it's not that odd but it just seems the two go together. Anyway, we hung out for the afternoon. He had been up all night so I forced him to eat something. We had sex a few more times until in the end, trying to get another one in before I had to leave, riding on top of him he just didn't have another one in him, heheh. Leaving his place he was an absolute doll, giving me a big, fat, sweet bear hug and then standing peeking out of the doorway, saying silly things making me laugh after I had walked away down the hall, out of sight around the corner waiting for the elevator, still standing at the door making me laugh. Sadly he'll be leaving for a month soon to go see his girlfriend in Europe. We are supposed to get together again before he goes.


From Battery Park I went up to Midtown to meet the doctor for dinner. His son's back now that summer's over so we had to go to a hotel. Heading to the Intercontinental after dinner was nowhere near the same as going back to his townhouse, sigh... Poor thing, I completely passed out for a little while after we had sex. Soon enough he had to head home. He drove me uptown before going home to Brooklyn. His Jeep instead of his Cadillac sports car, 4x4 for the rain. I guess.


Sunday.... would you believe! If you'll remember, when I wrote about the cutie down in Battery Park last time when I was writing about how I thought he'd disappeared I mentioned another guy from last year that he reminded me about. Another good looking, really great guy, all around great "catch". When we met we instantly just totally connected. I was supposed to be going over for a massage but I ended up staying over night. We went out for a while but then I swear it was that he chickened out, he had too many feelings and it got too complicated for him.


So then, speaking of the devil, he responded to a CL post I had up. I nearly deleted it without answering but then I sent him back a little reply, hey, how have you been. Turns out he'd thought of me in the meanwhile, he'd looked for my contact info again but he had gotten rid of it all when he stopped seeing me. He said he had to get rid of it to stop himself from calling me. Did I not say he liked me more than he was comfortable? Oi, boys...


When I got there he gave me a big, warm hug. It was very nice to see him again. I swear he looks even better than he did last year. Turns out I was mistaken about his age, he's 35 but looks 28 or so! 6'2, thin, shoulders a little broader though, he must be keeping up at the gym. Yum! Looks great. Oh yeah, that's right, I remember those pretty blue eyes. The hair's getting some silver on the sides I don't remember from before. Very sexy. He is just the perfect amount of silly, goofy, almost shy and nerdy that I absolutely adore! I dunno... something about this guy. Geez, writing this I am going to get myself in trouble all over again! (Yes, it's true, he nearly broke my heart when he stopped seeing me last time).


The post he had responded to alluded to something about very kinky and in one of the emails from earlier in the day he asked something on the topic of kinkiness. Something to which in return I asked him something about why he responded to the kink post, what kink. He wouldn't answer, said I would laugh. No, I wouldn't. He still wouldn't tell me when I asked him about it again when I got there. He is just too cute! Too shy to tell me. He wouldn't tell me when I asked him until when we were starting to have sex the second time he asked me if I had ever been watched. Sure. Later on, lying on top of me while inside of me he said in my ear that he'd thought about being watched while having sex with me. After we were done having sex I asked him again about what he didn't want to tell me. I told you already, he says. ??? Oh... Silly. He is just so cute! THAT is what he thought I'd laugh about?!


Ah, but I am getting ahead of myself. Before getting to sex, first was oral. He has a Very Nice moderately large cock, 9" or so, not so thick. Just right to go down my throat ;-) Putting him into my mouth he could not wait for me to swallow him again. Slipping my lips down around the base of his cock he mumbled something about that was what he missed, pushing my head down again and again until I was gagging, tears in my eyes. He does love deepthroat! (And I love that he loves it, not all guys do). The sex afterward was as excellent as ever, the last time we finished with our first foray into anal sex. I couldn't stay over but when I was walking out to leave he stopped me, scooping me up in a big hug from behind and holding me tightly for a few seconds before I walked out the door. Mmm, it was so nice to see him again.


Wow, when did a girl get so lucky?! All these yummy, yummy men cropping up one after another! Woohoo! :-D

Monday rolled around and turned out to be not so bad either. I met a guy not so far away a little further uptown from me. We didn't do a lot of chatting before hand, it was one of those that just gels nicely and goes along smoothly. When I arrived he ended up being an ok looking guy, kind of big, a little overweight but carried it well, more of the burly sort, fairly good looking. What was it that I absolutely loved about him exactly...? He was pushing my face down into the pillows while I was on my knees, it must have been while he was doing me doggy style I think it was. He was perfectly delicious! Very rough but a complete gentleman too, stopping every once in a while to be sure that that sound was a out of enjoyment, you ok?


On a side note, that's usually one of my biggest pet peeves. Not being asked are you ok, per se. It's more about being asked that repeatedly, showing no confidence. Are you ok? Are you ok? Everything alright? Ugh, gets infuriating after a while. He, on the other hand, had no confidence issues, nice and rough, but with just right touch of consideration too.


Oops, I had thought I was done but I can't forget about my friend Lord European nobleman. He had called Sunday evening but I wasn't in the mood to go out so we made plans for Monday. (Thankfully! Otherwise I wouldn't have been around later to see my old cutie again). As I've described him before he's a very handsome, debonair older gentleman. He takes care of his looks and I've sometimes wondered about that full head of hair of his that he always keeps a little long and shaggy. Massaging his head like he loves there was this odd, plasticy texture to his hair, a lot like doll's hair. So that's how his hair is so thick. I guess he didn't spring for the natural hair this time and went with the synthetic. Ok....


He's a big bear of a guy and he'll pick me up and toss me over on the bed the way I like. Then lying on top of me he bit on my nipples then ate me out. He gets a little too voracious with his teeth sometimes though, I was too sensitive for it that night and had to squirm away. He pulled his head back and opted for his fingers instead. Then pulling his fingers out carelessly his nail scratched along the inside of my lip. YEEEOUCHHHH!!!


Goddamnit f'n *&@#! bastard #?%*@!! what the fu****?! Grrr....

Anxious to get home and tend to my wounds I didn't stick around very long after sex. I was really pretty miffed about it. Uncomfortable and sore, he killed my sex life for the next few days. I spent my time working on finishing up my website yesterday instead. Today is the day of doom, cramps hell, I don't know that I'll be getting up to anything much for a few days. I do hope to finish up the website in the meanwhile. It's just about done, I just need to figure out how to change the URL address... Damn domain names and CNAMEs and nameservers and aaaaaaahhhhh!!!!!